Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Watching...not stalking

Time would go bye and i would see no sign of the children. It seems as if they only come out during the summer. Even though the boy tried to sneak into my home, everyone deserves a second chance. I remember back in the day when I wished to be loved. But that was long ago, before I killed my father.

Presents Of Love

I have learned to coincide with the enemy, in other words Scout, Jem, and Dill. Therefor, I have been giving them presents as a token of my appreciation. I have left simple, nice, harmful gifts for the children. First I gave them two pieces of chewing gum. Then, after i saw that they enjoyed the gifts, i put in two dolls that resembled them. I could start to tell that we are starting to bond. However, i have seen much of the boy and little of the girl. I hope that we will be close friends in the near future.

Nervousness Overtakes

My palms dripped with sweat as I hid behind the door. The corner of Jems room is not exactly the place where you may find a man like me. Scout, Heck Tate, and Atticus spotted me. I was scared out of my mind and didnt know why to do. Then, all of a sudden, I saw a smile on Scouts face so I smiled back. However, I was still too nervous to speak. Scout walked me back to my house and I felt loved. It was nice to finaly make a connection to someone. I finaly have a friend to look forward to seeing.

Coming Out

After the dramatic night of killing Bob Ewell, I feel like i finally belong in this world. I am not sure whether it is because I came out of my house or because i have finaly found a love in this world. Scout is the nicest little girl that I have ever met and I am excited to interact with her in the future. Even though I did not meet Jem, he looks like a nice young fella as well. Other than the day I killed my father, I have never been more nervous to meet new people.